it's all happening.

well, here i am. so i guess we're all here.

i swore swore swore that i would never have a blog. and here i am, have have having one. and listen, i think the reason is this: i'm a post-grad fiction writing major. i have no idea what's even supposed to happen next in life, let alone what's going to happen. and here i sit. just waiting for it. whatever it may be. and to tell you the truth, i have been feeling all kinds of discouraged, feeling like nothing at all is happening and won't be happening until, well, something happens. do you know what i mean? i'm sure someone does, anyway.

and yet, i've become aware that quite a bit has been going on while i've been waiting for something to happen. and i guess that's what this little thing is about. but i always have and still do believe that there should be some sort of attempt at order. so, here it goes:

1. i will write however i choose to write. spell however i choose to spell. make as many grammatical errors as i wish to make. etc. i spent 5 and a half years pulling my hair out while studying writing and i'll be damned if there won't be some sort of freedom and relief that comes with this.

2. i will make an attempt to write every single day. again with the relief and freedom thing.

3. i will document what's happening. because something always is.